Wednesday, July 14, 2010

without her kiss,

It will be a miracle
if I ever find a love again

it will be a miracle
if the fire in my engine re-lights

it will be a miracle
if this grief and loneliness
does not eventually
turn my hand
to flip the switch of oblivion

it will be a curse
to live to the end of my days
with no other lover
and with out the joy of a passionate kiss

and therefor
it will be a miracle
and a blessing
to commit the unforgivable sin
and so assert
that this pain
and lifeless emptiness
and every mistake I made
can not be forgiven by me

forgiveness means nothing
without her kiss.

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

the ghost will walk and wail

love
that satisfies
and gratifies
and so delights
and makes us rejoice again
instead of curse these lonely nights

oh love
oh love
where is she now?

the one I had is lost forever
and no one is for me now.

when Love is the pain
and the disease and the damnation
what is the cure?

God is not the cure
for the longing for love
the love that longs to taste the lover's lips

Jesus paid the price of sin
and surely heaven waits
but let death come then when it may
i dream of fleshly gates.

this damn world
of fallen rocks
this pitiful pit of pain
and all those people condemned to hell
i think of them and this i tell
it matters not if god is god
or what sins have transpired
jesus only paid what he already owed us
and still some debts outstanding

oh' art can not cure
a broken heart
nor craft
nor time
nor music
nor rhyme

death can kill a broken heart broken
and cease its troubled beating

but still the ghost will walk and wail
until the eons of long time
erodes its ghostly specter mind
and it becomes nor more than wisps
of breeze that blow past the abyss.